I start to change,
When you said be more humid inside,
I start to change,
When you ask for safe trip,
I start to change,
When you felt silenced,
I start to change,
When your passion had faded,
Everyday hydro,
I'll achieve more and better,
Everyday velocities,
I'll reduce more and better,
Everyday stories,
I'll spread more and better,
Everyday moments,
I'll only spend with you forever and ever.
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Mr. Zenith Enlightening 3~~~
Mr. Zenith once ask me, "To be or not to be, is it a question"?
At first I thought it was a question but a question without "?" mark, it could be a false question. On my second thought, I noticed it was not a question but it was a decision.
We often received emails, notices, messages, etc.. regarding how lucky we are to have foods, clothes, home, etc.. compare to misfortune one, e.g. African.
It said we must know & feel how grateful we are for having such fine food & dress, but we still complaint about the food, taste bad, don like the greens, eat those food until bored about it, be picky. It also said what we requesting for is wrong & should not ever complain about it.
Compare to those, they just eating tree roots, drinking the unclean water that is fill with dusts. But they never complain about it..
But I wonder, if we place the foods that we used to eat everyday on front of them, I guess they will choose our foods as meal instead of tree roots. But what they doing is right, but ours is wrong? They also become picky, but all the fault is throw to us.
I realized, for us having "choosing" power is NOT wrong at all. If we doesn't criticize the foods & clothes, the quality of those will never improve & the "creation" power will never exists.
"Choosing" is not wrong at all, but just don't misuse the power, don't choose the wrong path. Example, the drug addicts, gambler, yakuza, hitman?
At first I thought it was a question but a question without "?" mark, it could be a false question. On my second thought, I noticed it was not a question but it was a decision.
We often received emails, notices, messages, etc.. regarding how lucky we are to have foods, clothes, home, etc.. compare to misfortune one, e.g. African.
It said we must know & feel how grateful we are for having such fine food & dress, but we still complaint about the food, taste bad, don like the greens, eat those food until bored about it, be picky. It also said what we requesting for is wrong & should not ever complain about it.
Compare to those, they just eating tree roots, drinking the unclean water that is fill with dusts. But they never complain about it..
But I wonder, if we place the foods that we used to eat everyday on front of them, I guess they will choose our foods as meal instead of tree roots. But what they doing is right, but ours is wrong? They also become picky, but all the fault is throw to us.
I realized, for us having "choosing" power is NOT wrong at all. If we doesn't criticize the foods & clothes, the quality of those will never improve & the "creation" power will never exists.
"Choosing" is not wrong at all, but just don't misuse the power, don't choose the wrong path. Example, the drug addicts, gambler, yakuza, hitman?
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
What If??
What does it mean,
If you thinking me right now,
Does it mean you wish me to appear in front of you,
What does it mean,
If you call me in the middle of the night,
Does it mean you miss me in the meantime,
What does it mean,
If you said love me once,
Does it mean you promises the eternal love to me,
What does it mean,
If you share your time with me,
Does it mean be together with me is joyful,
What does it mean,
If you said you felt cold without me,
Does it mean you need my warmth,
What does it mean,
If you ask me out for a dinner,
Does it mean I'll complete your day tonight,
What do you gonna reply me,
If I'm asking for an endless time to spend with you,
Do your answer is yes?
If you thinking me right now,
Does it mean you wish me to appear in front of you,
What does it mean,
If you call me in the middle of the night,
Does it mean you miss me in the meantime,
What does it mean,
If you said love me once,
Does it mean you promises the eternal love to me,
What does it mean,
If you share your time with me,
Does it mean be together with me is joyful,
What does it mean,
If you said you felt cold without me,
Does it mean you need my warmth,
What does it mean,
If you ask me out for a dinner,
Does it mean I'll complete your day tonight,
What do you gonna reply me,
If I'm asking for an endless time to spend with you,
Do your answer is yes?
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Where Are You??
I tried to seek you through dictionary,
But just found your name without you,
I tried to Google you through PC,
But just found your name without you,
I tried to ask about you through peoples,
But just heard your name without you,
I tried to seek you through places you've been,
But just found your shoe prints without you,
I tried to shout out loud your name,
But I stopped because you appear in front of me.
But just found your name without you,
I tried to Google you through PC,
But just found your name without you,
I tried to ask about you through peoples,
But just heard your name without you,
I tried to seek you through places you've been,
But just found your shoe prints without you,
I tried to shout out loud your name,
But I stopped because you appear in front of me.
Monday, March 29, 2010
The Venus Day Arrived!!
The day, Ram known as Venus,
The clock start ticking,
The time is approaching,
The line is nearing,
The Him is still working,
The Venus day is meant for Him,
The Pick Me Up need skin,
The skin need dress,
The dress need cover,
The cover need to be square,
The square need to be lovely,
The love is meant for the Venus,
The Cave had collapsed,
The Italy took places,
The place had pleased the Venus,
The Him is delighted,
The delighting is the Venus,
The fate had brought to them,
The spore come with the flour,
The both of them is swimming in the cream,
The cream was filled in the plate,
The plate was placed in between two metals,
The three of them is on top of another plate,
The four of them is ready to serve,
The coming is flour plate,
The flour plate came in round,
The round came in eight,
The eight was topped with sea cheese,
The sea cheese topped with Mexico red,
The Mexico red brought the colours to them,
The coming is bow tie,
The bow tie came in red,
The red came with the sea,
The sea came in bits,
The bits came in small,
The man placed it next to them,
The plain for the Venus,
The yellow for the Him,
The both of them starting,
The joy, fun, merry, satisfaction,
The all came in one,
The one came together to them,
The square became round,
The tower of twins,
The tower of triplets,
The five towers is glaring,
The wish is enchanting,
The Venus breath blown away the glare,
The round is sharing,
The round is delightful,
The round is full of marks,
The round is full of hearts,
The round is only meant for Venus,
The Venus smiles is meant for Him.
The clock start ticking,
The time is approaching,
The line is nearing,
The Him is still working,
The Venus day is meant for Him,
The Pick Me Up need skin,
The skin need dress,
The dress need cover,
The cover need to be square,
The square need to be lovely,
The love is meant for the Venus,
The Cave had collapsed,
The Italy took places,
The place had pleased the Venus,
The Him is delighted,
The delighting is the Venus,
The fate had brought to them,
The spore come with the flour,
The both of them is swimming in the cream,
The cream was filled in the plate,
The plate was placed in between two metals,
The three of them is on top of another plate,
The four of them is ready to serve,
The coming is flour plate,
The flour plate came in round,
The round came in eight,
The eight was topped with sea cheese,
The sea cheese topped with Mexico red,
The Mexico red brought the colours to them,
The coming is bow tie,
The bow tie came in red,
The red came with the sea,
The sea came in bits,
The bits came in small,
The man placed it next to them,
The plain for the Venus,
The yellow for the Him,
The both of them starting,
The joy, fun, merry, satisfaction,
The all came in one,
The one came together to them,
The square became round,
The tower of twins,
The tower of triplets,
The five towers is glaring,
The wish is enchanting,
The Venus breath blown away the glare,
The round is sharing,
The round is delightful,
The round is full of marks,
The round is full of hearts,
The round is only meant for Venus,
The Venus smiles is meant for Him.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Crossing The Boudaries? Or Still The Same Path?
Many Buddhist guy marry with a Muslim girl. Chinese girl with African guy. Blond with Indian? So much more of the combos to list at here..
Friend of mine, Philips. He married her wife in many years ago which is a Muslim. Later on he changed his religion from Buddhist to Muslim. But what I want to know is, will this make my friend Philips a betrayal of his origin religion? What he had prayed before, his beliefs, his cultures.. Just gone with the wind that carries his past.
So I decided to ask him to solve all my mysteries toward these intricacies. He replied, "we might look like betrayed our religion, but here's a question for you, which of the religion that known by the world is teaching us the bad & harming to peoples?"
I replied, none of them! So I realize, no matter what path you choose, where you belief belongs, which religion you stay? All is heading the same destination. As long as you being yourself, others isn't as essential as being yourself!
For example, from all the way our home to workplace, usually we'll taking one kind of road. But the usual road we used to take is congested, we'll use another road to reach our workplace. But no matter which road we're taking, we'll just heading to the same destination.
If today I am a Buddhist & ask for change religion, I won't be asking myself if it is right or wrong? Instead, I'll be asking is it worth it or not?
If a picture is worth a thousand words, then maybe a flexible thinking could result a thousand smiles!
Friend of mine, Philips. He married her wife in many years ago which is a Muslim. Later on he changed his religion from Buddhist to Muslim. But what I want to know is, will this make my friend Philips a betrayal of his origin religion? What he had prayed before, his beliefs, his cultures.. Just gone with the wind that carries his past.
So I decided to ask him to solve all my mysteries toward these intricacies. He replied, "we might look like betrayed our religion, but here's a question for you, which of the religion that known by the world is teaching us the bad & harming to peoples?"
I replied, none of them! So I realize, no matter what path you choose, where you belief belongs, which religion you stay? All is heading the same destination. As long as you being yourself, others isn't as essential as being yourself!
For example, from all the way our home to workplace, usually we'll taking one kind of road. But the usual road we used to take is congested, we'll use another road to reach our workplace. But no matter which road we're taking, we'll just heading to the same destination.
If today I am a Buddhist & ask for change religion, I won't be asking myself if it is right or wrong? Instead, I'll be asking is it worth it or not?
If a picture is worth a thousand words, then maybe a flexible thinking could result a thousand smiles!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Ms. Pinnacle Gave Me A Summon!!
A peaceful midnight watching streaming video from outside through inside. Without noticing my phone was ringing, i guess that is the "alpha" sign to my summon from beloved.
The call was made from Ms. Pinnacle & a sms was received by questioning my late night condition. I was about to return her call but my call leaves no one to answer it. So I decided 2nd attempt & she finally answered it but she was so sleepy & tiring, so I better to let her have a beauty sweet night sleep.
Early sunday morning. Without deliberate thoughts & any permission I called Ms. Pinnacle at 9a.m. just to remind her to wake up early & attend church. But she replied that don't have to attend today.
Oh My GOD!! I just disturbed her for the 2ND TIME!!! It's like the worst & dreadful MISTAKES I'd ever make!!! Bleeding from my heart... Sigh~ I should be more careful in making a decisive decision.. Now I so regret for what I'd done. Sorrow, is the best word to describe my worst now. Sigh.
But I remembered what had Mr. PIC told me.
"Even you facing the worst of the worst, our spirit will despair, our soul will perish & our mind will lost. But we mustn't let the negatives to live within us for a long period, we must quickly get rid of those & evolve our immaturity to veteran. In that way we'll success in future shortly. What had happened is past instead of forget & ignore it, we'll learn from it & don't let ourselves repeat the same mistake anymore!"
Sigh again. Usually after disturbing my friends from meeting Morpheus, I'll just ignore them, like acting "isn't my business for not getting enough sleep". But this time is totally different karma, after Ms. Pinnacle awake from sleep, she's just can't get back to sleep immediately. I felt so GUILTY!! I felt so UNCOMFORTABLE!! I felt myself so IRRITATING!! Sigh. I guess that's the feeling towards someone whom we love? :'(
Guess I'll receive a very EXPENSIVE summon from Ms. Pinnacle.. Plus a DEMERIT some more :'(
The call was made from Ms. Pinnacle & a sms was received by questioning my late night condition. I was about to return her call but my call leaves no one to answer it. So I decided 2nd attempt & she finally answered it but she was so sleepy & tiring, so I better to let her have a beauty sweet night sleep.
Early sunday morning. Without deliberate thoughts & any permission I called Ms. Pinnacle at 9a.m. just to remind her to wake up early & attend church. But she replied that don't have to attend today.
Oh My GOD!! I just disturbed her for the 2ND TIME!!! It's like the worst & dreadful MISTAKES I'd ever make!!! Bleeding from my heart... Sigh~ I should be more careful in making a decisive decision.. Now I so regret for what I'd done. Sorrow, is the best word to describe my worst now. Sigh.
But I remembered what had Mr. PIC told me.
"Even you facing the worst of the worst, our spirit will despair, our soul will perish & our mind will lost. But we mustn't let the negatives to live within us for a long period, we must quickly get rid of those & evolve our immaturity to veteran. In that way we'll success in future shortly. What had happened is past instead of forget & ignore it, we'll learn from it & don't let ourselves repeat the same mistake anymore!"
Sigh again. Usually after disturbing my friends from meeting Morpheus, I'll just ignore them, like acting "isn't my business for not getting enough sleep". But this time is totally different karma, after Ms. Pinnacle awake from sleep, she's just can't get back to sleep immediately. I felt so GUILTY!! I felt so UNCOMFORTABLE!! I felt myself so IRRITATING!! Sigh. I guess that's the feeling towards someone whom we love? :'(
Guess I'll receive a very EXPENSIVE summon from Ms. Pinnacle.. Plus a DEMERIT some more :'(
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Mr. Zenith Enlightening 2~~
Mr. Zenith came again & told me the differences between.. Passions & attractions.
Sometimes people often asked another being "why do you like me?" or "why do you love me?". S/he will answer 2 types of answer which is "the feelings" or "the personalities".
"Personalities", we answered because of you pretty, handsome, cute, lovely, caring, sweet voices, nice skin tone, brilliant, excellent, elegant, sexy, muscular, bla bla bla... All of those just attractions to make you liking to someone. I wonder, every personalities will have their own expiries time & when the expiries occur... Will we still attract to that being as usual as we do???
But when we answered "Don't know", this is a definite answer to someone's life. My theory tells me that "Love Is Blind", we like/ love someone without any deliberate thoughts.. We just follow our feelings & passionate within our very own soul. Our passive... It's like a lady shopping in the mall everyday. A small boy ask his parent to buy some toys for him. A smoker enjoy a cigarette after every meal.
We sure know if we love someone deeply, we'll accept all of their bad habits, weaknesses, worsts... Whatever you dislike. If we are truly love our dearest, we'll try to join them instead of change them or controlling them.
The keys to eternal happiness isn't "Force" but it was "Will", willing to accept, willing to change ourselves instead of changing them to suit with us, willingly to sacrifice..
If we wanting to change others so desperately, others will thought the same. In the end Mr. Stubborn will exists & create a catastrophe in our relationship. This is just going to suffer both parties.
But willingly to change ourselves & sacrifices for dearest, a treasurable love just might happens! ^o^
We sure know if we love someone deeply, we'll accept all of their bad habits, weaknesses, worsts... Whatever you dislike. If we are truly love our dearest, we'll try to join them instead of change them or controlling them.
The keys to eternal happiness isn't "Force" but it was "Will", willing to accept, willing to change ourselves instead of changing them to suit with us, willingly to sacrifice..
If we wanting to change others so desperately, others will thought the same. In the end Mr. Stubborn will exists & create a catastrophe in our relationship. This is just going to suffer both parties.
But willingly to change ourselves & sacrifices for dearest, a treasurable love just might happens! ^o^
Friday, January 29, 2010
Mr. Zenith Enlightening~
Mr. Zenith once told me about human's cries...
There are 2 type of cries, 1 is expose to public, 1 is keep it close to ourselves.. The "expose" type is happen when we can't stand the stress that offending to ourselves, when it increasing beyond our stress meter limits. So we'll cry it out (even in the public) & in the same time our dreadful stress/ tension soon will release from our soul.
The "storage" type would be enduring the biggest impact to ourselves & we just don't want to let the world know our miserable feelings. So we'll hiding from the sight of others.
But when the "storage" type happens & we finding another person to share our misery, that person would be resulting as our most stalwart companion. If a person is willing share to us, which mean we are the only 1 in their world.. & they not willing to give to others this special commitment.
Have you ever experienced a tear that shed because of you, or that share with you?
There are 2 type of cries, 1 is expose to public, 1 is keep it close to ourselves.. The "expose" type is happen when we can't stand the stress that offending to ourselves, when it increasing beyond our stress meter limits. So we'll cry it out (even in the public) & in the same time our dreadful stress/ tension soon will release from our soul.
The "storage" type would be enduring the biggest impact to ourselves & we just don't want to let the world know our miserable feelings. So we'll hiding from the sight of others.
But when the "storage" type happens & we finding another person to share our misery, that person would be resulting as our most stalwart companion. If a person is willing share to us, which mean we are the only 1 in their world.. & they not willing to give to others this special commitment.
Have you ever experienced a tear that shed because of you, or that share with you?
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Movie Evolution~~?
Today i went to MV with my BF & his another BF.. Haha.. What I really meant is Best Fren.. All was began after browsed around the Malaysia's most happening & congested night market (connaught) my fren Machine, decided go to MV for a movie.. there are 2 choices which is Case39 or Haunted University..
But the only movie we can watch was HU because it's start at 12.20am, so we have sufficient time to make it.. So it's settled then~~ What I really want to pass out the message is current movie industries had evolved! (in mine opinions).
Apparently this is a plain horror movie with 4 total stories inside.. But what I noticed was this movie has high rating of horror but not terrifying at all.. Most of the horror movie will send the horror, terrifying, scaring, disgusting, bla bla bla... with all of the negatives elements & nightmares guaranteed message out.. But now the industries change it's way with a little creativity + innovation & a bit fusion with other elements which will give the "balances" out, so guys & gals, elders & children out there no longer will fear to entering the cinema alone~
Although there's a few disgusting + terrifying scenes but injected with some "hilarious" element & pumped with funny BGM , I don't think everybody inside cinema's room will scared to watch it with wide opened eyes, instead of it they will watch it without any worries at all!~ Oh ya! The storyline must be interesting & it is out of reach from our expectations (if we guess right every time, we don't have t watch it anymore & in the end will resulting ~BoRiNg~!~!)
This was the 2nd movie that gave me this kind of impression & ideas.. The 1st was the Singaporean production "where got ghost".. Instead of using "watch" word, "ENJOY" will suits better the whole process.
In the end, you must understand the whole movie's story & message sent to all audiences otherwise in the end of show you'll come out as The Riddler (whole body & mind covered by "?" marks)
Last but not least, ENJOY your near future's movie! Yeah! ^^
p/s: Ironman 2 is coming on April~~ impatiently wating~~ =.="
But the only movie we can watch was HU because it's start at 12.20am, so we have sufficient time to make it.. So it's settled then~~ What I really want to pass out the message is current movie industries had evolved! (in mine opinions).
Apparently this is a plain horror movie with 4 total stories inside.. But what I noticed was this movie has high rating of horror but not terrifying at all.. Most of the horror movie will send the horror, terrifying, scaring, disgusting, bla bla bla... with all of the negatives elements & nightmares guaranteed message out.. But now the industries change it's way with a little creativity + innovation & a bit fusion with other elements which will give the "balances" out, so guys & gals, elders & children out there no longer will fear to entering the cinema alone~
Although there's a few disgusting + terrifying scenes but injected with some "hilarious" element & pumped with funny BGM , I don't think everybody inside cinema's room will scared to watch it with wide opened eyes, instead of it they will watch it without any worries at all!~ Oh ya! The storyline must be interesting & it is out of reach from our expectations (if we guess right every time, we don't have t watch it anymore & in the end will resulting ~BoRiNg~!~!)
This was the 2nd movie that gave me this kind of impression & ideas.. The 1st was the Singaporean production "where got ghost".. Instead of using "watch" word, "ENJOY" will suits better the whole process.
In the end, you must understand the whole movie's story & message sent to all audiences otherwise in the end of show you'll come out as The Riddler (whole body & mind covered by "?" marks)
Last but not least, ENJOY your near future's movie! Yeah! ^^
p/s: Ironman 2 is coming on April~~ impatiently wating~~ =.="
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