Suicide is Self Love~?

Many people said commit suicide is the person who don't love themselves, well my opinion about that is totally different. In fact, that they are love themselves too much!

Why.....? Well, 1stly why they commit suicide? Some are because of LOVE, STRESS, EXAM, MONEY & etc.... But whatever reason it is, "DON'T LOVE THEMSELVES" definitely is NOT one of them.

Love someone or something, you will never hurt that people or that thing. You wont allow them to suffer. So if you don't love it or you may even HATE it, definitely you'll let them taste the suffer, torment & pain!

If you are not love yourself or hate yourself, then you'll start torturing yourself. For example make yourself STARVE, CUT YOURSELF, BANG THE WALL but definitely won't COMMIT SUICIDE!

Because...

Commit suicide is an action that put an end to yourself from any agony that you going right now, because you love yourself so much that you don't allow yourself withstand the pain or endure the distress anymore.

All the unfairness that you going through right now is just a TEST/ CHALLENGE from the world but you can't handle it so you keep on feeling stress & misery, in the end when your "endurance container" been filled up until it spilling out. Unexpected action will take over you from your own conscious.

p/s: just another opinion of mine own mind, thanks!

I'll change~

I start to change,
When you said be more humid inside,

I start to change,
When you ask for safe trip,

I start to change,
When you felt silenced,

I start to change,
When your passion had faded,

Everyday hydro,
I'll achieve more and better,

Everyday velocities,
I'll reduce more and better,

Everyday stories,
I'll spread more and better,

Everyday moments,
I'll only spend with you forever and ever.

Mr. Zenith Enlightening 3~~~

Mr. Zenith once ask me, "To be or not to be, is it a question"?

At first I thought it was a question but a question without "?" mark, it could be a false question. On my second thought, I noticed it was not a question but it was a decision.

We often received emails, notices, messages, etc.. regarding how lucky we are to have foods, clothes, home, etc.. compare to misfortune one, e.g. African.

It said we must know & feel how grateful we are for having such fine food & dress, but we still complaint about the food, taste bad, don like the greens, eat those food until bored about it, be picky. It also said what we requesting for is wrong & should not ever complain about it.

Compare to those, they just eating tree roots, drinking the unclean water that is fill with dusts. But they never complain about it..

But I wonder, if we place the foods that we used to eat everyday on front of them, I guess they will choose our foods as meal instead of tree roots. But what they doing is right, but ours is wrong? They also become picky, but all the fault is throw to us.

I realized, for us having "choosing" power is NOT wrong at all. If we doesn't criticize the foods & clothes, the quality of those will never improve & the "creation" power will never exists.

"Choosing" is not wrong at all, but just don't misuse the power, don't choose the wrong path. Example, the drug addicts, gambler, yakuza, hitman?

What If??

What does it mean,
If you thinking me right now,
Does it mean you wish me to appear in front of you,

What does it mean,
If you call me in the middle of the night,
Does it mean you miss me in the meantime,

What does it mean,
If you said love me once,
Does it mean you promises the eternal love to me,

What does it mean,
If you share your time with me,
Does it mean be together with me is joyful,

What does it mean,
If you said you felt cold without me,
Does it mean you need my warmth,

What does it mean,
If you ask me out for a dinner,
Does it mean I'll complete your day tonight,

What do you gonna reply me,
If I'm asking for an endless time to spend with you,
Do your answer is yes?

Where Are You??

I tried to seek you through dictionary,
But just found your name without you,

I tried to Google you through PC,
But just found your name without you,

I tried to ask about you through peoples,
But just heard your name without you,

I tried to seek you through places you've been,
But just found your shoe prints without you,

I tried to shout out loud your name,
But I stopped because you appear in front of me.

The Venus Day Arrived!!

The day, Ram known as Venus,
The clock start ticking,
The time is approaching,
The line is nearing,
The Him is still working,
The Venus day is meant for Him,

The Pick Me Up need skin,
The skin need dress,
The dress need cover,
The cover need to be square,
The square need to be lovely,
The love is meant for the Venus,

The Cave had collapsed,
The Italy took places,
The place had pleased the Venus,
The Him is delighted,
The delighting is the Venus,
The fate had brought to them,

The spore come with the flour,
The both of them is swimming in the cream,
The cream was filled in the plate,
The plate was placed in between two metals,
The three of them is on top of another plate,
The four of them is ready to serve,

The coming is flour plate,
The flour plate came in round,
The round came in eight,
The eight was topped with sea cheese,
The sea cheese topped with Mexico red,
The Mexico red brought the colours to them,

The coming is bow tie,
The bow tie came in red,
The red came with the sea,
The sea came in bits,
The bits came in small,
The man placed it next to them,

The plain for the Venus,
The yellow for the Him,
The both of them starting,
The joy, fun, merry, satisfaction,
The all came in one,
The one came together to them,

The square became round,
The tower of twins,
The tower of triplets,
The five towers is glaring,
The wish is enchanting,
The Venus breath blown away the glare,

The round is sharing,
The round is delightful,
The round is full of marks,
The round is full of hearts,
The round is only meant for Venus,
The Venus smiles is meant for Him.

Crossing The Boudaries? Or Still The Same Path?

Many Buddhist guy marry with a Muslim girl. Chinese girl with African guy. Blond with Indian? So much more of the combos to list at here..

Friend of mine, Philips. He married her wife in many years ago which is a Muslim. Later on he changed his religion from Buddhist to Muslim. But what I want to know is, will this make my friend Philips a betrayal of his origin religion? What he had prayed before, his beliefs, his cultures.. Just gone with the wind that carries his past.

So I decided to ask him to solve all my mysteries toward these intricacies. He replied, "we might look like betrayed our religion, but here's a question for you, which of the religion that known by the world is teaching us the bad & harming to peoples?"

I replied, none of them! So I realize, no matter what path you choose, where you belief belongs, which religion you stay? All is heading the same destination. As long as you being yourself, others isn't as essential as being yourself!

For example, from all the way our home to workplace, usually we'll taking one kind of road. But the usual road we used to take is congested, we'll use another road to reach our workplace. But no matter which road we're taking, we'll just heading to the same destination.

If today I am a Buddhist & ask for change religion, I won't be asking myself if it is right or wrong? Instead, I'll be asking is it worth it or not?

If a picture is worth a thousand words, then maybe a flexible thinking could result a thousand smiles!